Dismissed...
It really came out of nowhere, me being dismissed from KFUPM was not even somthing possible or considerable!!! .
God only knows what type of feelings are runing through my chest...
My first feelings: were disapointment and anger, I was verey angrey at my self, I wanted to do so many things to cover up my disapointment, but that feeling last for two weeks.
After the two weeks everything just started to feel much better, although I didn't accomplished any thing in these two weeks, it just started to feel better by itself.
Today wich is almost 2 months after being dismissed, some of the depression feelings came back to me, it's really some bad feelings that can hurt you so deep, it's more like "you are worthless, there is no need for you in this society".
Anyway im trying to skep those emotions by typing in here hoping that talkin to my page will help to set me free a little bit. Can you imagin im writing this post while im listening to (Wiz khalif- Black and Yellow ) :p
Here is some songs I recomend to clear your mind :
Kenny G - Letters from home
Kenny G - No place like home
Kenny G - sunrise
Kenny G - One breath
Colbie Caillat - The Little things
The band perry - If I die young *// don't make your emotoins go that deep :p //*
and Finally Avril lavigne - What the Hell
P.S: Life without achievements....is NOT worth living.
It really came out of nowhere, me being dismissed from KFUPM was not even somthing possible or considerable!!! .
God only knows what type of feelings are runing through my chest...
My first feelings: were disapointment and anger, I was verey angrey at my self, I wanted to do so many things to cover up my disapointment, but that feeling last for two weeks.
After the two weeks everything just started to feel much better, although I didn't accomplished any thing in these two weeks, it just started to feel better by itself.
Today wich is almost 2 months after being dismissed, some of the depression feelings came back to me, it's really some bad feelings that can hurt you so deep, it's more like "you are worthless, there is no need for you in this society".
Anyway im trying to skep those emotions by typing in here hoping that talkin to my page will help to set me free a little bit. Can you imagin im writing this post while im listening to (Wiz khalif- Black and Yellow ) :p
Here is some songs I recomend to clear your mind :
Kenny G - Letters from home
Kenny G - No place like home
Kenny G - sunrise
Kenny G - One breath
Colbie Caillat - The Little things
The band perry - If I die young *// don't make your emotoins go that deep :p //*
and Finally Avril lavigne - What the Hell
P.S: Life without achievements....is NOT worth living.
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